I'm here. Hi.
Waves of metal cold True, sadness, loneliness, brutal honesty, hopelessness, guilt, pain and anger have passed me by with barely time to be able to stand up again for the next one to hit me. I've swallowed thick sand and my throat got dry with all that salty water.
I've lost people, important people around me that gave me so much joy, and a little part of me inside of me also died.